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    Donated Jun 28, 2015, 11:44:19 PM


I never really had a proper full blown review or critique on my first creepypasta character but I think it should be time I get some form of critique. I know some people have given tips and stuff mostly on drawings and little story bits but I would like some more in depth opinions on what I have, what I'm doing right or wrong, you know the drill.

I'm open to changing a little few things that will help my character Silent Siren/Catherine grow. It's ok if I receive flack or stuff, I know not everyone is going to sugar coat their responses.

So...if anyone wants to have a go at it, here's some links for all the current info and backstory I have so far. Half of her backstory is done, not all of it but you'll see the rest of her info in the other links. Hope this is good enough.




Silent Siren belongs to me.
  • Listening to: Set it Off songs
  • Watching: Undertale AMVs


That mini heart attack moment when you almost drop your drawing in your cat's water bowl...lordy...
Am I the only one that doesn't like the style of modern anime? I mean I know people have preferences but I just really can't find myself enjoying the new styles of all the kawaii, moe animu girl stuff. Besides anime cliches, I'm talking more about the art style, it's all the same, generic cutesy 10 year old girl looking stuff where the eyes are about as big as dinner plates. o_o I know this sounds all petty and it's nothing new but I just find it strange looking and more common now. And also, what happened to their noses? It's like in each generation of the art style, their noses seem to disappear. Eh, preferences I guess. Just rambling thoughts here.
Sorry for not being active at all...been sick and having breathing issues so I really didn't feel like coming onto the site for a while. So many WIPs still unfinished but I don't feel forced or anything, I'm just taking far longer than I expected. I don't feel like doing much of anything nowadays but I'm slowly getting around with sketches and now only finally shading the final works. Hope others are going by smoothly. I know others are having a lot of trouble but if you're reading this, know that I'm aware, good luck, even if my words don't help much. Seeya.
You know you're buzzed when you're folding shirts and laundry while spinning around in the small laundry room and singing "Here Comes a Thought" nonstop.
2 hours with no power. Hoping the people at the electricity place fix this soon. In the meantime, I'll just finish all these WIPs I suppose.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually doing a decent or good job on my creepypasta character, Silent Siren mainly.

I know I have failed in making her creepy but I guess it's better than making her into some neko or carbon copy of another character.

I appreciate all the feedback I can get but it seems like the only way I can get her to get recognition is drawing her with other characters that people already know about.

I know people say we should draw for fun and not popularity. I do that too, I have fun with my stuff, fanfics and all but is it really wrong to want some taste of the limelight? I'm not asking for a wave of watchers or thousands and thousands of comments, just a little more attention here and there on my work is all I really need to give more boosted confidence.

Yes it sounds selfish, I'm undeniably selfish, I admit it. I guess whenever I see other people's more popular characters up there with feedback and comments, I'm a little jealous they have it up there and worked so hard for it. I want to be up at their level one day, and hopefully finish my other half of my character's story.along the way.

I'm happy to see others gain their recognition, I'm just too bratty and whiney to see it more. I'll be continuing to work on my material and finish whatever assignments and stuff I STILL owe, I know there's stuff I have left undone but I'll pull my weight and get to it now that I have more sketching paper.

Thanks everyone for all the support you give me. I'm sorry if I'm taking the little things for granted but know that you are appreciated. Every little thing counts.
Warning, very angry rant, don't need to read it if you don't want to, just venting.

Some people are so fucking dense and detached to human decency. So apparently people were getting pissy in a post that says there is no excuse for animal abuse. By pissy, I mean that a lot of preachy vegans were going on about how being vegan is the only one and true way to live and the "only real way to show you love animals." Of course, people politely disagreed and explained their love for their taste for meat, some eat it because it is their source of protein and other medical reasons. Then the psycho vegans come in to make beyond stupid comparisons, going as so far as to compare eating meat to rape. What the holy fucking hell is wrong with these people??? They quote on quote "I enjoy r***** people, we can't judge others for their choices if it makes them happy." Just for them to shit on the saying "I enjoy eating meat, you cannot judge others for their choices if it makes them happy." Why are people who claim to be advocates for equality and peace so quick to label people as monsters for disagreeing on certain subjects? How do you even fucking compare the two? It's ridiculous and just shits on their own movement.
Damn, I actually socialized in public for once. Karaoke nights can really help with letting that talkative self out. Hope everyone has a good weekend. ^^
If you see me uploading new art and literature that has a different shift and change in tone, it's just me letting out some bottled up and stored away emotions. Since I've been feeling a little shitty, it's going to take a bit of time for me to draw and mostly write it all out, or most of it. Well, that's the beauty of art, you're able to let out emotion in a healthy way.
That moment when you see art errors after drawing a completed work.

Fuck. Lol
How to make a proper X Reader.

Step 2: That's pretty much it.

On a serious note, I'm so sick and tired that whenever I upload literature, there's always crappy X readers in the related section. My issue is not shipping, it's the fact on how so many of these writers seem to glorify and romanticize abuse to all levels of fucked up. My bestie has told me about his experiences reading these, to which most are vomit inducing. What the hell is wrong with these people? Like, in the first paragraph or two, it feels more like a psychological horror than a romance. Sorry if I sound harsh but if you know me well enough based on these journals and statuses, you know how I feel about people glorifying abuse. It's bad enough we have Offenderman, we don't need a whole cesspool of fear inducing fanfics. Yes I know these have existed for years but I guess I'm just finally coming out and saying what I feel. Just, why? Why do people write these things? I swear they don't seem to grasp the concept of proper love. Sorry this is mostly frustration talking, but yeah, I'm just tired of it all, y'know?
That moment you sleep for 14 hours on a Sunday. I am forever bound to this bed.
Been really, really curious and itching for some feedback or comments about my character Silent Siren, you know, the soulless ballerina chick I always draw and love to death? Yeah her. Like, I don't know what other people really think of her, especially in the fandom but I'm genuinely curious of what others really think of her. This doesn't have to be a full on critique, just curious about other people's thoughts because I do want some criticism of some sort. Is she well rounded? Is she fine? Is she too edgy? Is she Mary Suey? Is she fitting enough for the pasta fandom? Is she too nice acting? Is she too bitter? I'm just curious because I haven't been able to get out that many opinions other then very sweet comments, and I appreciate the positive feedback, I really do. But I know that just nice comments aren't going to always be posted so I just want to see if there are more honest opinions, whether it's at first glance or digging deep into the character.
Might be a silly or already discussed topic regarding to vent stuff in the pasta fandom though this is mostly geared towards creepypasta/slenderverse issues. It's just a personal issue that I need to get off my chest or else I'll go fucking nuts.

I normally have a very thick skin and can usually rp almost anything in the fandom: horror, slice of life, romance, adventure, comedy, all that good stuff. I can handle rp partners picking MarySuey/GaryStuey characters and other characters I don't really like much without issue.

The one thing I just cannot stand in rp is mostly a certain character being in most pasta rps, you probably know who it is by now if you know me enough or if I've mentioned them before in another status.

Yeah this refers to the offenderman character again but more in depth with the feelings I need to vent off. I know some rp friends bring him into a plot, whether serious or light hearted but every time they bring him into the story, I literally feel sick.

It's one thing to be creeped out by a character and spooked for our entertainment but to feel like your head hurts, stomach feeling like it's punched, heart rate goes faster and overall not feeling pleasant whenever the character is introduced just makes me feel drained.

Every time he's in, I feel drained, weak and uneasy. It's gotten to the point where few times I've cried but I never told my rp partners about this. Reason I don't say I guess is because I don't want to come off as controlling, naggy or a crybaby.

I know that if I ask for the character to not be in it, or just change a certain thing in the plot, they might say yes if I explain politely. It's just the fear of their reactions I guess.

I've taken breaks from other rps for a while now but I might just go back to the ones where the certain character is not in. I'm sorry if this is repetitive or a dumb thing to complain about but I just really needed to say something because it's fucked with my moods and health for a while.
I have to ask...yes this refers to the pasta fandom again but I really want to know, how did people portray a human version of Ben Drowned as a perverted pothead?

No, no, no, the better question is WHY was that portrayal chosen in the fanon version? I already know how it came to be, I think it was from some famous comic called AWJTK, (Adventures with Jeff the Killer) I could be wrong but that's where I believe it all started but correct me if I'm wrong.

But why? Why that kind of personality? I can't imagine seeing this character, fanon or not, as...that. I don't know what his specific age is because people have flip flopped all over it but he's usually portrayed as a child or preteen no? Makes it seem pretty creepy to play him out like such.

And yes, I have a written series where a version of Ben is physically a preteen but not a pervert or drug addict, more like a little bit of a smartass, wisecracking kid but with a more mellowed out and loner kind of exterior. I would assume in some AU, he'd still have a preteen appearance but also the mind of a maturing young adult. I'm not trying to rag on other peoples' headcanons, most of us have our own but questions are always going to be raised when it comes to certain questionable portrayals.
Warning: vent and slightly biased opinion here that would piss off fans I guess.

Being in the pasta Fandom for a long time now, I don't really hate many characters, in fact I can tolerate poorly written ones. One character I just do not want to acknowledge at all is this Offenderman character. I don't know why he was created, I have nothing against the creator but I just, can't seem to wrap my head around on why people like this character at all. Seeing that he has fans, fanclubs and people supporting him just disgusts me a lot, what is there to like about the character? Maybe I'm missing something, but whether he has a compelling origin story/personality or not, it doesn't change the fact he's a rapist, I mean, the name is a dead giveaway first of all. And I say I am biased because I like other characters in the horror or pasta fandom that kill. I do not like the fact that they kill, I like the personalities that they have or have been given in headcannon/AUs that can make for compelling stories. Yes I understand I am a hypocrite, that's why I have held back on this opinion for so long. Yes it's great to make a character that instills fear in people in the fandom, but the fear I feel isn't exactly pleasant. I don't like feeling the notion of seeing a character/person that makes me feel physically sick every time I see it, I don't actively look for fanart of this character anyway, it just appears in groups and in search engines when im just looking for art and stories of other characters. I'm biased speaking from personal experience that I will not get into. Am I wrong for feeling this way? There is no easy way to say this. I don't want to insult anyone, I'm just tired of bottling these feelings up, I just see nothing charming or "sexy" about this character.
I love being in the creepypasta fandom still despite all the drama fans can stir up. I just like having fun with my pasta characters but I think for once I can actually make a really dark character. I have a feeling my Guilt Tripper character will succeed in being infamous and be successful in her goal to be one of the most cruelest and cunning characters yet, at least from what I make. I just gotta write her story and draw her more first. Lol
//last vent about current situation//
Wow so apparently me roleplaying a very cruel, sadistic and sociopathic Jeff the Killer pissed off another roleplayer because I wouldn't play him saving her character from constantly putting herself in situations where she only constantly cries, complains and tries to pull the self harm/suicide card on her oc. You know I like soft hearted rps as much as the next person but when your character is just there for self gratification, very unenjoyable character play and then you get pissy at me for not fulfilling your fantasies, don't expect me to rp with you again. This is why it's important to separate your emotions from yourself and your muse.
//warning, kind of an angry vent//

I love to roleplay and look into characters but I cannot stand seeing someone using the self harm trope to try and get other roleplayers' attention and sympathy. It's disgusting and very low, not to mention pretty offensive to those that actually do self harm in real life but not for attention. Not everything in an rp has to revolve around constant misery with the character being "woe is me, pay attention to me or I'll cut." It's disgusting, really.
Honestly, the creepypasta fandom gives me mixed feelings too often. One side, you have fans making bad characters and stories but those can be fixed through critique and reviewing. But what's with other people feeling so entitled to put down and rave about characters about miniscule details that aren't even the main focus of an issue? I've never seen other fandoms do this. It makes other reviewers look bad. Yeah this is referring mostly to the Judge Angels journal someone posted in other pasta groups. If you're going to review something, don't nitpick at every little detail. Yes there are problems with other characters and all but research and a more open mind are always more favorable over a bitter attitude and nitpicking the not so important details.


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Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
I am a young adult woman who is trying my best to blossom into creativity again. I have found new material to grab inspiration from and convert it into my own art style. I wish to draw and submit as much art as I can so I may be able to not only gain some recognition for talent, but to be an inspiration and role model to other artists on here as well. Let's have some fun and positivity.

For anyone visiting my profile, please do not advertise or thank me for faves/llamas/watches/ etc.

Reposting the comment I made on several of the favorites folders:

Just a clarification, please to all that I comment on, watch, fave things, etc, please do not thank me for the faves/watches/etc.

I'm not saying this to be rude but I cannot reply to any comment that I've responded to in the same way.

I appreciate all the art that is made and I will gladly give feedback on your piece if I do get around to it. Again, this is just a preference I have on my profile, I don't wish to come off as cold and rude.

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Sakura-Araragi Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016  Student Digital Artist
:iconkittyglompplz: Thanks so much for faving I'm Not Trying That~! :+fav:
I'm Not Trying That by Sakura-Araragi
I appreciate it :heart:
GlassesTwirler09 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! Hug 
Saralil Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2016
Thank you for the favorite :D
Rokatsu Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Daah I accidentally unwatched you QAQ Sorry rip I'm clearing out the people I watch @@ 
AddictArtistAndia Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
*gasp* how dare senpai unnotice me.


Kidding xD but I understand, it can be a hassle watching hundreds of people at once x.x
Rokatsu Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah... by the way how are you? Sorry I haven't really said anything on facebook... things have become hard honestly... 
AddictArtistAndia Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I've been doing ok, a bit rocky when it comes to dealing with emotions but I'm taking it out on art for now so it helps.

I understand things might be getting harder so I didn't wanna pester the chat about it but hoping you're sleeping ok at least, I hope.
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xxxXZoey-Jewel16Xxxx Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the favs!!
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Thanks for the fave~
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thanks for the favs! <3
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